Tuesday

100 DAYS LEFT!

Yup, 100 days left and we will be in Daytona for our week long family vacation. And if that seems like a long time, fear not!, in January when I posted it for the first time, it was 209 days...so we have come a long way in a relatively short time!

My wierd OCC brain makes me want to start writing my lists and checking them thrice...but I wont. Not yet. I will need something to help me kill the time in July. ha!

Yesterday was unproductive, I was as close to zombie as you can get without yelling "braaaains" and biting people's limbs. Today I need to be a bit more on the ball. This morning I am going to Jesse's house to pick through a grabage bag full of new My Little Ponies for a really good price, and then I am going to Home Depot to get some stuff for the yard. I already know my lovely daughter will pitch a holy fit but I dont care, I gotta get this stuff done! I need 2 new azealea bushes for the front yard that brian killed last year "by accident" and a huge bag of cheap grass seed, and some more stuff and a few plants and maybe some hanging baskets.

Tuesdays are always blah here. I dont hate them like mondays, but they are irritating. Hence my need to fill it with errands and yardwork!

I feel good this morning. I dont hurt anywhere and I am in a good mood. I try to live my day with my heart on lock down...my heart gets me in trouble. My heart makes me wonder, and question, and hurt....today my heart is locked up...as I am trying to do as much as I can. My heart will be unlocked during my showers, at night, and always in my dreams...but life has to push foward, no matter how painful it may be.

So today, I wish your heart some peace everyone. Have a sweet day.