1st and foremost...
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! since I missed posting yesterday I wanted to wish all the men who have stood up and become dads a very happy day!!
On to life otherwise...
We had zero showings again this weekend...I am hoping its because its fathers day weekend, but we had no showings anyways and that sucked. Friday night I went out to dinner and to go out to a local dance bar with my friend Tiffany. But during dinner we recieved a message on my phone that our other neighbor, Diana and Carlos had their baby boy! So we had to go to Kennestone to bring them flowers and a balloon. I sat in the waiting room while Tiffany went upstairs...and man, let me tell you how my heart yearns and aches sitting in that womens center at kennestone!! Not for a baby...no...for the ability to wear scrubs!!!!! I have that dream, that goal alive and kicking inside still! Sometimes it seems like its dying out, like a fire trying to burn too long, but then I drive through the area, or actually worse, SIT, in the hospital and it takes me over!!! I smile like a moron just looking around, I plan where I would have my breakfast or dinner, I plan which bathroom would be mine, I pretend that I am one of the RNs talking with the Doctors in my head and imagine that one day THAT will be ME!! Joking and talking to the doctors and other nurses, wheeling mommies and their brand new babies outside to dads fumbling with keys and carseats! ha! I am smiling right now just thinking about it...yes...the dream is still there, still burning, still very much alive. Apparently it has pearned to stay quiet with my hectic life as to not cause me any more stress and anxiety. But one day...one day I am going to be the best damned nurse Kennestone hospital has ever HAD!!!!
Anyways, lol, we went to the hospital then out to Wild West and I had such a good time with her! We are already planning our next night out! The place was so good for people watching and just for being relaxed and letting loose. Its not a stuffy bar and its not expensive. It was fun and we laughed and danced til almost 2am!!! Oops! haha! But luckily its all of maybe 5 minutes from our house so we got home quick.
Fathers day was nice, kinda boring, brian loved his stuff. I made breakfast and he had a big New York Strip for dinner. We played outside a lot and went out to wal-mart for groceries and a new carseat for Laci and thats about it. We just basically hung around the house. The kids went to be kind of late and I slept in the bed last night. All in all it was a good day!
Today I dont have anything planned yet, however, I am sure I will end up taking the kids to the pool or something :) and it GYM NIGHT!!!! I am honestly excited to get to go back tonight!!! My schedual is M-W-F and saturday morning this week. Sunday we are going to Six Flags! yay! Tomorrow starts the 30 day countdown too, omg!!! Freaking out!!! I cant wait to see you all!! I love you!!! (Now for some coffee and a redbull, lol)
Have a super Monday!! xoxoxo
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Have fun at Six Flags. Who is going with you guys?
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