But I am back! Not a ton to report on besides the fact that it is freezing cold and we are another week closer to christmas. I found myself day dreaming about the summer and springtime activities this morning on the way to Christopher's school, in 23* weather...which is funny, because I absolutely hate the heat, the humidity and the bugs that those times bring...but, its ok, I love the cold weather (except at 6:15am when I have to come out of a warm bed and get everyone ready).I think those daydreams are a common thing people do right before they settle in for the long cold winter...and something I will regret mid July next year! Ha!
Today I need to take my mind off of rescue stuff as much as I can and get it on filling out christmas cards! I am worried about Lucky and I am praying for his safe return, but last night on the phone, I realized I am again putting too much heart and getting too personally invested in these guys only to surely be hurt in the end....its best if I start putting up that mental wall now to protect myself. I am tired of crying over the people involved with the rescue work more than the actual dogs I save. This is yet another mess that makes me feel that even though I have the heart for miles to do this work, I just dont feel like I have the intelligence. Today I rest my head as much as I can.
My coffee tastes funny, I keep drinking it which is silly, but I just keep drinking it...I am fairly sure Brian did not mean to make a 12 cup pot of coffee and I am afraid I am drinking 5 day old water plus this mornings water added to the coffee maker. Bleh! Maybe I should dump it and start over....or...just keep drinking my funny flavored coffee.
Well, I guess I better make this short and sweet today...hopefully tomorrow I will have more to report on!
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