Monday, August 23, 2010

I am so far behind...

I dont feel like I am never going to be able to get on here daily again! Ever since my computer crashed its been very irritating being on the computer because nothing works right anymore. Its been awful! I wish you could do blogger from the phone so I could actually get on and do this when I get a few minutes waiting in line for Christopher at school or something.
Anyhow, preschool is over. I am not sure if I made an entry on here yet about this, but last thursday morning after all night of thinking I chose to keep her out of school for now. Something that was supposed to be fun had become something to dread, with tears and sobs to the point of dry heaving the night before and crying, and begging, and screaming, and pleading the morning of...just not what I consider to be a good happy situation. So, I made a choice, praying it was the right one to affect me and Laci a year from now and took her out. It sucked and I was so sad, but my heart and gut both felt better once I made it back to my car after talking to the director. Now all I can do is pray that I get a spot there for pre-k next year since there is really only 2 good locations for her to go that wont cause me to have to choose between the two kids as to who gets to get a ride to school...which sadly there is only one who can win that since no buses take them from home to pre-k. :( *fingers crossed*
Then to add insult to injury, the blazer went out and is still out of commission. It has been towed to a mechanic and God only knows how bad its going to hurt us when we find out for sure what the issue is there. *sigh*
This weekend went by in a blur. Saturday we had a birthday party at the lake (Galts) for Francis and Brannons little girl. The party started at 9:30am since saturdays usually get swamped there (well during the actual summer days anyhow) and we ended up staying til almost 5pm!!! The water was nice and cool since Galts is in a channel instead of a cove, and they are moving to Texas now. We got home, exhausted and slightly burned and covered in sand. I got the kids and myself showered and fed the kids and got them in bed. Me and brian got a pizza and watched TV and went to bed early. But it was SO nice there that we have decided that from now on one weeknight a week we will have dinner there until its too cold to swim as a family. :) Sunday we got up early and spent the day working on the house outside. We pressure washed the whole house, changed the broken doorbell out, and went to Lowes to continue looking for colors for the bedroom and planning our huge week of change for colors in the house during the week of September 6th-10th. I am still undecided what to paint the bedroom...But the house looks great now on the outside!
This morning Christopher was off to school, and me and Laci went for a walk (2.5 miles) and enjoyed this crazy 72* weather! Of course now its getting close to 80* and humid...but I have walked and I am showered so I am happy! Starting tonight the overnight temps will me in the upper 60s!!! Thats crazy!!! I am hoping to get to walk every morning now (weather permitting) with Laci since she did so well this morning! I am not walking to lose weight, just to feel better about me...thats all I really care to work on in that department...weight is not even close to my main concern anymore...I am working on it slowly but I have the rest of my life to stress over that crap anymore. I am happier when I just let go and let God. :)
Anyhow I am off to get heaps of laundry and vacuuming done and beds made, and a spice cake with cream cheese frosting  baked and tonight I am making Lasagna for the first time in over a year since I stopped making them for a while after I started making them for funerals and had about 5 in one year to make, they became sad and depressing to make and almost felt like I was jinxing us by making one...so I am looking foward to a no strings attached lasagna for dinner! ;) Happy Monday ya'll!

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