It is the last few days of the year and as always i feel blah and moody and restless. Its like when you plan and plan for your wedding and when its over its like "wow...now what?". Well its like that every year after christmas. You end up working all year to get to a common goal, to get through Christmas, with your finances still in tact and your mind only slightly battered. But after all the anticipation of waiting, and shopping, and planning you *finally* get to the big day (which always seems to fly by) just to be left wondering "what next" afterwards. So here it is, I dont know maybe the 27th?, and I am bored out of my mind, lonely after getting used to having my husband home day in and day out, and honestly wishing *someone* had gotten me that friggin' exercise bike. But what are ya going to do? So I am trying to get through the dragging end of this year and get into the new year with new resolutions and a new game plan for *next* christmas! LOL (and secretly pining away for that exrcise bike) I think we are going to start the new year off at Chuck E Cheese with the kids to break into our resolutions of spending more quality time as a family and not 4 people doing our own thing. And to top it all off, I think my milk is drying up. I was sick for 5 days and started feeding laci less and less b/c i was on the couch all night and most of the day, and now the last two nights I have run dry very fast putting her down (tonight I actually had to bring a bottle in with us). So I am very sad to think that my days of nursing my baby are numbered. I mean don't get me wrong, I am still ecstatic I nursed for over 9 months, but I didnt plan on starting to wean til at least February. So now, here I am drying up with my very last baby at 9 months post. And thats it, no more babies....I think its safe to say that Brian is officially sterile. :(
Oh well, enough jabbering, I am off to bed....I need a new quilt idea to keep my mind busy!
Until tomorrow...
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