Good morning

Well, its wednesday...hump day...finally! It has been a long week so far and now we are looking foward to rain from now through the weekend, GOODIE! (insert eyeroll here) anyhow as you all know Monday Paul passed away so I spent my day baking and cooking my signature "sympathy lasagna". I made chocolate chip cookies, pumpkin bread (thanks grandma), muffins, bought two things of bagels with two kinds of cream cheese, and made a huge 10 pound lasagna. The truth it, is that I have never weighed my lasagna, but I know its heavy enough to render a "whoa" from random people who pick it up and I have caved multiple pans pulling it out of the oven before getting smart and cooking it on a cookie sheet, duh. Anyhow monday night we going to be nice at Steve's brother Jeff's house but I belive thanks to high emotions and alcohol that things got a little hairy and I ended up going home distraught myself and just being held by my husband. I was invited back over last night but decided against it and was kind of glad when my phone never rang again to see when I would be there. Instead I had a great night with my husband and we reconnected and I felt like giddy as I finally fell asleep at midnight last night feeling like I did the very first time we kissed. :)

Today is the anniversary of Brian popping the question to me :) I cant believe we have been together for so long already and he is still the most incredible thing (besides my kids of course) in my life! I am so very lucky to have him as my husband and very best friend in the whole world.

Anyhow tonight is Paul's wake from 5-9 I believe. I will be attending alone since I dont think the kids need to come and I will be there more to visit than to mourn. Dont get me wrong, I am so very sad, but I am more of an support beam this time...and in time hope to be able to call on others to return the favor.

On another postive note, I am looking foward to november! I have decided on a very special surprise for you both to see (grandma and grandpa) and you will say "oh, Robin, you are so crazy!" and we will all love it! LOL Thats your only hint!! HAHA! So mark it on your calendars that November 22nd you are feeding me a nice warm lunch when I roll into Suwanee Road...and maybe I will bring the paintball gun and we can go be naughty!! heehee!

Ok, well please all love one another and go streak naked for fun today!
Love you all
Robin